• i feel like i've been dumped for the second time. i knew it. when the mug broke, i felt that something bad is going to happen. i know i was being superstitious. but then, the bomb really dropped onto me. and then, there's this thing with shahir. if you're not going to talk to me ever again, at least tell me first. DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT stay silent and let me wait like an idiot. do not lie. please don't ever fucking lie to me. if the truth hurts, the lies will hurt even more. my heart is shattered to pieces.